Always, ❤

Yea, I kno this post is kinda late. All thanks t th hangover yester night :x But still, I’m gonna blog this. 

2011 I lost th love of my life, P. Thou it’s jus a 6-7 mths rls, but this boy has taught me so much in life. Without him, I don’t think I kno wht I’ll be right now. Because of him, I realised how weak I can b. However, i am stronger now after going through mths of hell. He made me realise tht we should nvr take things for granted whn we hav em. I learnt tht we should nvr go too far w our words or actions and shud always think before doin sth we might regret. Despite how much he loves you and is willin t give up for you,thr’s always a limit t it. Sometimes you expect t b forgiven because “love conquers everything” but once you hurt someone so bad, it leaves a scar tht will never be erased. Thank you for everything. You’ve played such a huge role in my life. I’ll never forget all th good times we shared. I’ll also never hurt anyone like hw I hurt you bcos i end up th most hurt at the end of th day. Truly hope you find happiness again and hope th next girl treasures you and treats you better becos you deserve it. You’re the most tolerant boy I’ve ever met and also a perfect example of why “one should never judge a book by it’s cover”. Even thou u appear t b so fierce, you’re such a sweet and gentle person inside, so patient and ever so forgiving. :)
I hve kinda like moved on already. It’s pretty pointless putting false hopes into it whn the other party doesn’t feel th same anymre. It’s hard….definitely hard tryin t forget P but it’s really quite obvious i’m happier nw rather than living everyday hoping P will come running back t me. Thou at times I’ll still miss you, but wht left nw is memories. I’ve gotta pick myself up and concentrate on mre useful things - work, studies, family. Thr’s no hurry for me t get into a new rls, no hurry t get heartbeaks agn. Heart need a rest.